guys out there

Ok here is the deal, I am a very hard headed, set in my own ways, and just down right stubborn kinda girl. I know I’m crazy some times and very complicated but I know what I want and I won't just settle for less. I know what I say you think "yeah right she says that now but she does not mean it" but the thing is I do. I’m not trying to say that there is a perfect guy out there that will believe in everything I believe in and have all the same opinions but I am saying that there is a guy out there that will have the same ideas and things important to him that I have. Sure there will be lots of little things we disagree on but when it comes to the biggest most important things we will both be on the same page. I know that God will bring this guy to me. And until then I have no problem at all walking away from the other ones. The thing is most people don’t really know what true love is because they get so caught up in the "being in love experience" and the reality its just lust.
So to all you other people out there that feel like me keep your hopes high cause it will happen and that guy will find you in God's time. I for one and not worried that it won’t happen!
And to all you haters out there that think I’m crazy, well you will see what God is going to do in my life.
With that being said, if you guys are still wanting to ask me on dates and can handle all of my rules and standards well then I have a great idea for our first date.
btw I of all people have a great book recommendation to every one it's called "The 5 love languages". And I'm telling you you should totally read it! It really applies to everyday life situations, co workers, brothers, sisters, parents, & friends. It's really helpful I love it!

November 4, 2008

I unlike Michelle Obama have ALWAYS been proud to call myself an American, but tonight i lost so much love and pride for our country.

I will never understand how american could want him to lead our country but I guess this is what it has come to.

I will always be proud to say that on November 4, 2008 I voted for John McCain & Sarah Palin.

I went out and made my vote count and thats all I could do.

I pray that our country can make it though this or that Jesus will come back soon.

Im Pround of my votes!

* McCain - Palin
*Gilmore
*Fagundes
* Yes on 1
* Yes on 1A
* Yes on 2
* Yes on 3
* Yes on 4
* No on 5
* Yes on 6
* No on 7
* Yes on 8
* Yes on 9
* Yes on 10
* Yes on 11
* Yes on 12

http://abclocal.go.com/kfsn/elections/vote08/results?g=state
Kings County

Got Your Nose "Heckaca"!

so i think i will post very randomly on here,
meaning some days a bunch and others not at all!

anyways i've been thinking about my noah lately... he is having is 5TH birthday on thursday. and i have to miss it :(
any ways he is such a crazy kid...
i guess the other night michael was walking around the house and said "i really miss dad" and noah said "yeah michet (his way of saying michael) you miss dad the most and i miss heckaca (his way of saying jessica, oh and he NEVER calls me jessie) the most, right?"
its so funny. if my dad will ask "noah do you love mom?" he will say "yeah!" then "do you love jessica?" "YEAH!" do you love me (my dad)?" "i love heckaca mom AND you..." he wont ever just say he loves my dad.
he is truely a sisters boy!
i miss him. i miss them all actually.
so anyways i was remembering a little video clip from last summer, he would always play that i got your nose game but he took it so seriously. he really thought people took his nose! sooo funny!