it finally hit me

after over 4 months, i realize how much i miss my friends in virginia! :(

aww ...

guys out there

Ok here is the deal, I am a very hard headed, set in my own ways, and just down right stubborn kinda girl. I know I’m crazy some times and very complicated but I know what I want and I won't just settle for less. I know what I say you think "yeah right she says that now but she does not mean it" but the thing is I do. I’m not trying to say that there is a perfect guy out there that will believe in everything I believe in and have all the same opinions but I am saying that there is a guy out there that will have the same ideas and things important to him that I have. Sure there will be lots of little things we disagree on but when it comes to the biggest most important things we will both be on the same page. I know that God will bring this guy to me. And until then I have no problem at all walking away from the other ones. The thing is most people don’t really know what true love is because they get so caught up in the "being in love experience" and the reality its just lust.
So to all you other people out there that feel like me keep your hopes high cause it will happen and that guy will find you in God's time. I for one and not worried that it won’t happen!
And to all you haters out there that think I’m crazy, well you will see what God is going to do in my life.
With that being said, if you guys are still wanting to ask me on dates and can handle all of my rules and standards well then I have a great idea for our first date.
btw I of all people have a great book recommendation to every one it's called "The 5 love languages". And I'm telling you you should totally read it! It really applies to everyday life situations, co workers, brothers, sisters, parents, & friends. It's really helpful I love it!